day to day in misery. pain inflicted. facades aside. perpetually drownin. dysfuntional family dynamics. constant supression. temporary anecdotes fantasy. comatose reverie. delusional despair. married to depression: in sickness and in health. delvin in imagination. everyday seems bleak. indifference takes over. pride in empathy. diagnosed hyperactivity. emotionless. weighed down. starin at the walls of insanity. hysteria kept minimal. reachin to a high hi and the lowest of the low. caved in. insomnia creeps in. tendency to temporary relief from stimulants. temptations. silence permeates. echoes thru the walls of hibernation. as I sink deeper into the gallows of human inactivity. stagnant. filled with sorrow. the point of no-return lingers as a constant reminder. all hell breaks loose. freedom is of abundance but there is a catch: loneliness will be your company.
-yours truly idiosyncrasy